THURSDAY NIGHT...!

It was on such a night as this..
A moon light night …that we spoke.
The moon was high and the mountains
Were clear against the sky,
And while our minds ranged across…
We knew that the night held..!

The night turned suddenly grave,
We gazed at each other..
“oh..! you can take your time”
I felt myself a stranger
In the deepening darkness..!

We talked thus slowly and thought fully..
“I can live without your Love..
But, I couldn’t live if I happened to loose you..
That’s why I dare not ask you to marry me “…!!

A WALK IN THE MOON LIGHT...!

Let her go to the world of stars and gems..
which seems to be more precious for him alone.
Now let her spend the nights on her own
finding him smiling out side the window...!
She always admire ..,,words are not enough
though not an optimistic..I swear..
one day she can touch him..
and share all her feelings she had with herself.

She stayed untill long past midnight
and praised herself lucky,
to be blessed with those naughty smiles.
Then the twinkling stars just murmered ..
she is booned to accept that heart of grace.
..but they wouldnot know a little secret,,
what a great feeling she had in score...!

WINGS OF LOVE....!

True that first time in my life
I felt to run away from myself.
Wiping my eyes and taking a deep breathe
I tried to attack those 'better days'.

Even the slightest touch was misserable
but sustained ,bringing happiness in me.
Feeling of emotions..feeling of embarassement
ran up high initially...but,
as I sat lonely thinking...
with a drop of tear wiped from my eyelid
the feeling of isolation persuded me..
My state is nothing...Who can control my faith..???

Blew in my viens a tiny cool breeze ...
in such a lose and neglect state of mind,
which I had glimpsed ...so....long ago....!
I imagined my fingers floating effortlessly
over the coaxing soothing melodies..
I tuned it over and over..
in my day and night dreams
just to make a music for myself.

I gathered my music,my passion and my love
to view my life in different way.
With Wings of Love I flew up high and high..
wishing and dreaming for a chancee to live.

Yes,,I hear the sound of applause...
..applause for music or life.....Iam not sure....!

I AM GLAD FOR THIS LONELINESS...!

Last night I was too lonely..
I cannot sleepthe night through...
Oh! there is a loneliness which befalls me now and then,
and it is something more than death...!

...and then I started to pray
sure I wondered what I would possibly pray of..
I didn't know what I believed....
I didn't know what I believed...!
At times I felt silly and self conscious
as though Iam bribing him...!
In moments when I used to worry about myself
IO began to stay in the present...feel less alone..!

Prayers didn't help me from erazing my pains
but it gave me a way to be with my dreams..,
and some times helped me enormously with his love.
Oh my Love...prayers brought you to me...!

I learnt a couple of simple prayers
which I whispered from morning till night..
may I be free from fear and pains
may I be filled with loving kindness.
With my hands raising to him
I felt his love and strenth pass in to me
then I lay down to sleep....
God finds us at the end of our rope...!

TOUCH ME NOT......!

“Women lie as easily as they breathe
It’s the second nature of them ”
Now there was a slight trace of humour
and the harshness had softened slightly.
She surprised herslf with a laugh
at the abrupt change ofcourse,
and settled herslf with a sigh
and apologized sadly for her love.

As she rushed in and closed herself
Loneliness is what she felt
..in her own land….alone in a strange city.
hmm…God knows why ???
Oh..! the awful silence at the valley at my land.

Its her misfortune to meet him in this spring…!
The dark eyes absorbed her as she talked..
Its nice to talk to some one in own language
She couldnot remember,ever talking any one before.
“you are living under my roof
with your future in me ”
Flapping a hand in front of her mouth
he wokes her up…..

Well..Iam glad ,I amused you
I must go to bed now…
Slightly,she got out of bed
With bare foot…slipped in to the darkness..
whispered………..
I prefer to take holidays alone these days…..!

A WALK IN THE MOON LIGHT.....!!

Let her go to the world of stars and gems...
which seems to be more precious for him alone...
Now let her spend the nights on her own
finding him smiling outside the window..!

She always admire...,words are not enough.
though not an optimistic ,I swear
one day she can touch him
and share all her feelings she had with herself.

She stayed untill long past midnight
and praised herself lucky,
to be blessed with those naughty smiles.
Then the twinkling stars just murmered
she is booned to accept that heart of grace.

but,they wouldn't know little secret,
what a great feeling she had in score...!!

I SWEAR...!

Shame on you…!
You cannot change ..You are less valuable.
Which you carry in your veins ,genes and the ancestry
are irremovable part in you,
Which you cannot change..!
“It is strange how devious the woman’s heart is..
A woman in love loses herself and I lost myself”
This is true..which came from that mouth aloud
Iam not what is called psychic..
Iam far too earthy a woman for that.
Iam a dreamer of dreams
And I have never seen visions.
I can be absorbed in th
Shame on you….!
e every day happenings.
And easily diverted at any time by the talk.
I say this to prove that,
Iam really not in the least psychic
nor even very imaginative .
I have a good practical brain
And an excellent memory
And this is far as I go…!
I make this statement because,
I swear that..last night at a quarter past one
I saw those silent memories in my room..!